THEAIMANDPS

Hi everyone! How have you been? 

 Sorry for not posting anything recently.I rarely found time to be online... I've been really busy with studies and I'm in my last year of college now.  I do feel good about it but I'm also nervous. I really want to draw but I feel too tired Its been a long day and I want to sleep its 11:14pm over here .... Just wanted to tell everyone that I'm still alive    I'll try to submit something soon although I have a lot of doodles pilled up I might upload them in the form of a sketch dump or something... 

 Ok then bye bye! 

  On 18th June 2014 me and my friend were about to give my best friend a surprise birthday party. We brought cake, candles, a little knife and we arranged everything in an empty class room. Suddenly some girls came to me and told me that the section head was calling me. When I reached there, she told me that my father had fainted in the class room while teaching the students, they took him to the hospital so I have to go home with her and the other teachers. I was worried but at the same time I had hope that everything will be alright. Everyone had a weird look in their eyes and they were staring at me. Then I saw my father's friend coming towards me. I and two more teachers sat in the car with him. Then on the way he told me that my father had passed away..... 

 I can't explain how I felt at that time. It felt like a joke. Everything happened so suddenly. My body felt numb, I started crying but then I became silent for a long time... After reaching home I saw my mother and the other relatives crying and screaming.... I wish it all had been a dream but it was true.  

I feel like everything in my life has ended,I feel like I don't have a reason to live anymore. I couldn't even imagine a world with out my father. My mind is puzzled and confused. He was such a great person, such a loving, affectionate and caring father,a loving and understanding husband, a kind and intelligent teacher,..... It really hurts to know that he won't be among us anymore. He was only 44 years old, How am I going to continue? He just left us all alone in this world....

May his soul rest in peace. I miss you dad....

Hello everyone! 

   I'm really happy right now  My exams are over!!!  I'm feeling so relieved.  I've even started drawing and I'll be uploading a lot of drawings soon  And NO MOON will be updated soon. Thank you for being patient Now I can draw,watch anime and movie and dramas and do so many other things too! WOHOOO!!!   but... I've heard that our pre-classes would be starting from 6th June.  That's totally unfair  they should have at least given us a week.  Anyway I should do everything while i have time.  *takes out drawing tablet*   OK now I'm ready. 

 Alright see you later Bye Bye!